Why I Disappeared From Posting Blogs

So, exactly 1 month after my last blog post telling everyone about my wonderful engagement, my uncle (who was part of it) passed away of a sudden heart attack. To top it all off, it happened to be Valentine's Day so I won't ever be able to fully enjoy the most romantic day of the year ever again. He pretty much raised me and was my father so it hit me pretty hard. I still cry to this day to think about it and that's probably why it has taken me even this long to post. I'm in tears even now to say this little on the situation. As a side note, John has been absolutely amazing throughout this entire ordeal and I'm extremely happy I will be marrying him next year. Well, I hate to cut this short but I am finding it hard to type through the tears right now. I'll hopefully update in a week or so to let you know what other things have been going on in my life that aren't so solemn.